monday was an easy day because it was public holiday! no burden to wake up early. just hv to show up at cathay to watch up! :) but i think i did wake up kinda early enough. wanted to run, but running shoes were at house but i was at home :/ sei sian. so anw, up was a nice movie, and we had a quick lunch cos everyone was bz was everyone's appt after that. everyone except me. i've kinda accepted that i'm a silly girl and not condemn myself for it, but i left my whole day blocked cos yknow, just in case, my silly wishes may just come true! as things would hv it, no miracles that day. it was bittersweet those few short hours and then walking back to dhoby ghaut station alone in the rain. but my learning curve for how to recover is no longer steep, and the day felt good after all.
tuesday was a sucky day prolly effects of long weekend. i totally didnt' wanna wake up. all i looked forward to was asking geof to help me get the very nice housemen's canteen milk tea. hahah. then the other thg to look forward to was crusade's vision tea! it's ironic how i've nv attended the vision tea during my uni days for all sorts of reasons and now that i've grad, i'm hearing for once in a complete manner the crusade's vision. wilfred delivered it well and i believe we were all inspired by how everything is important, but not everything is significant. as it is, we only have our 21st birthday once in a lifetime, and so is our 22nd, 23rd, 24th etc birthday. and so is this precious moment, the previous and the next. so the next thg we know is we can't bear to leave each other and we left in 3 cars to holland v for supper. apart from the ultra good company and catching up with my fave ppl like richard, wai, pearl, i got my wish to eat cereal prawns! it's lovely how with old frens we can know each other patt, and i know i dun hv to feel paisei to order what i like n eat more than a fair proportion of this and less than a fair proportion of veg.
attending the vision tea at LR424 also brings back memories of our mugging days! how we would sit in a row along the stage. or with yiqi recording way back into love and shifu will be there on the guitar. then there's also our practice for the one and only worship we led tog. how everything worked out in the end after a lot of suggestions and improvements. hearing wai sing also reminds me of our worship under the stars for shifu's bday celeb. wa lao. this is why i prefer sch to work.
i dunno why i still didnt' run. maybe i shud hv really signed up for stand chart to make myself run. then again, i thot so last year, signed up, paid, and still didn't train. ended up with a spoilt knee instead. so to some extent, i still think i did the right thg by not signing up this year. imagine tearing my knee cartillage further... take meiji collagen everyday also no help by that time. i really hope to start running again soon!
wednesday was high stress day in the dept cos the next day have to present to workgroup and friday to coo alr. toot was finally back and he totally made my blood boil with his irresponsible attitude. totally reminded me of my fav. very thankful that it happened that day was the day for weekly lunch with kk and i get to complain much. thank you~~ then it's biaojie's wedding rehearsal which went really smoothly. somehow i became the bridesmaid. but it's not some major role, dun even need to walk in with her. just hv to take her bouquet from her before she go up stage and hand it back to her after she come down. something close to a propsman but supposed to look pretty while doing all that. haha.
thursday made me realise how it's so impt to keep everybody on the same page and everyone's expectations close to ground. suddenly old things are revisited and we hear the firm stands of two camps. stress was in the air, i wonder how matt is gg to put things tog to present to the coo. i ran thru my ppt "storyline" with ptb and this time i recorded down our convo, with his permission :) he is an amazing storyteller and i would love to just watch every of his ppt. i returned to my slides and realised i am still very very far from his standards. i would like to attain his standards one day but i know it's really not a priority cos so what if i can present well, what good does it do to my life or other ppl's lives? unless, i hv good ideas to present that are beneficial and it takes good marketing skills to convince other ppl to wake up their idea and take mine. but matt thinks that a good presenter does not need to hv solid ideas, smoky can alr. i wonder.
friday is supposed to be on leave but in the end i decided to attend the ppt to coo cos i wanna see how things turn out. i have a very intelligent coo who can get his point across clearly and try to sieve out the impt points from what matt is presenting. i'm impressed. he managed to cease fire in the two camps too. which means the proj can move on instead of spending another x weeks to discuss the same thing over and over again. yays. i'm so glad. after lunch i went to hide at jinrui's place to do the readings and then leave for the decider. it turned out to be ultra successful and i got it. i took it. then jinrui reminded me of some cocky statement i made earlier on... oops. got to meet zhengjie to satisfy my longtime craving of double fillet ofish at last. complete with ketchup and green tea. yet another reason why i love to eat with old frens cos it's just v smooth, no need to say but somehow the right thgs will be ordered and i can enjoy the kind of meal complete with what i really prefer. yumms. then i had the privilege of watching their dance rehearsal. if that is to become the 4th last day of my life, then it was time well-spent.
sat - biaojie's wedding! it was touching to see cj and biaojie taking their holy communion tog, and cj praying until he was crying and biaojie's eyes were obviously red too. i dunno what they prayed abt exactly, but i see them both very committed to their relationship and holding on together. love shud b like this! :)
so now, i either have 2 more days to live and an eternity to look forward to or i have a bright future ahead and an eternity to look forward to.
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