After numerous "Your faculty exams is not ready" cos destello (my iPhone) time is fast by 3 min, I've finally received my results via sms on Friday afternoon.
Tho *ahem* has alr leaked the results out... seeing is believing. *exhilarating* It actually puts right there and then "1st class honours". Smile to no end, see teeth no see eye, especially when he also managed to cross to 2nd upper :) :) feel like really grad alr!!! *super relieved*
within an hour, ISE dept and office of undergrad studies also *finally* confirmed that which i heard more than a month ago and has been honestly very excited yet don't dare to dream too much of - i am the valedictorian!!! Now it's official, have to bookmark this module in IVLE, access the webcast on how to write the speech and attend a training session on the delivery. feel like taking another mod in special sem. zzz.
it's really exciting to be grad'ing anw.
just now was flipping thru my notebook. saw that i wrote the word "DIEEEEEE" under fyp around mid jan. that was when i chionged thru my code in an afternoon or two and realised i freakily do not know how to code for lognormal distribution and for all my lazy excuses did not bother to seek james out and was dead sure extremely worried that i'm just gonna get retained for another half year.
i dunno what kind of favouritism has befall upon me that i shud even grad and with first class at that. nonetheless, i've also earned myself a curse for whining so much abt fyp, supposedly enough to be compiled into a 30min audio clip, or longer :/
extremely thankful to james for never failing to offer a helping hand. and always believing that i would still make it in the end. it's nice to have such a friend who doesn't need high maintenance (chit chat and meet up to talk and talk abt nothing) but yknow is always around when u need help and support in any way. it's like a strong pillar of spiritual encouragement. rocks.
to have friends support along the way is extremely important to me. right now i'm thinking of shifu for wanting to discipline me to start my day early by using breakfast as a bait. it always bring a smile to my face when i think of how smart of him to work on my weakness! for sure i won't refuse having my fave porridge with egg at seah im la! mel - yet another fren that is like an angel always hovering around. i vaguely rem how you'd tactfully ask me abt the cabs i'm taking and really, i only take them in the mornings when u are ard lo! *i think so :p* zhengjie for listening to my whines and highs til the cows go home and having fen around to entertain me is definitely motivating in its own magic. kenny for always stressing me out with his 80 page report, but helping me to destress even more with pocky and desserts. (thanks for coming down to boat quay that day too! really appreciate it tho i know it's really cos you were damn bored at home too! :D) even xinyi, amanda and yong zheng for their worried looks as i hang my head low after biobiz (!!! still haven't had time to sit down and blog abt this) to chiong home to salvage the little i have of my fyp report due in 2 days then.
oh no... this is like beginning a list of ppl to thank again :/ *shall curb* hmm or is the ramblings damage alr done..? :D
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belief. this must be the greatest ever motivation anyone can ever have. believe in yourself, believe in someone up there looking over you, and deal generously belief in others to encourage them on when their resolve dwindles.
i am extremely blessed to have two good friends who have already expressed belief in me that i have made the right choice to go into SGH and can excel there. it gives me great faith to look forward and take strides with confidence.
meeting some new friends just at the contract signing convinces me that i've found a place where i'll never meet a stranger. looks like the others recruited are really friendly folks :) :) we even exchanged numbers. can't really believe it..!~
i've graduated, 1st class, gonna be valedictorian and am actually looking forward to starting work. wonderful.
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